Tuesday, September 12, 2006
I received news yesterday that Dexter went for an operation. Till now, I am in a dilemma. To visit him or not, I wish to visit him, to make up for the pain I have caused him. Im not sure, but somehow I got this feeling that Im being blamed for his operation. A sense of guilt I guess. On the other hand, my advisor Benny *LOL* said that better don't visit to reduce in giving him false hope.
Well well, my ultimate decision: Wait till Thursday, the day Im not working, if he's still in hospital (hopefully not), I will visit him and bringhim chicken essence, if not, den forget it. =) So this is it.
Mummy went to Thailand already. Am afraid that something will happen. Im just so pessismistic. Hopefully mummy will relax and enjoy herself to the max! Later will be movie with Jason.
express yourself {5:30 PM}