Wednesday, August 29, 2007
In case you people still don't know, I have this thing for morbid pictures, bloods and cuts and all. Of course, not real humans suffering but staged, drawn or edited pictures. Leave now if you are afraid of blood or pantang or whatever. It's the 7th month you know. *wink*
I can never stand pictures of terrorist cutting innocent people's head but I like angsty people pulling off dollies head.
I can never stand pictures of real-life accident but pictures of mannequinns and models lying in a pool of blood.
Get what I mean? If you realise, on and off, I will post pictures that contains bloody, cuts, tears and sometimes even violence. Especially when I am feeling at my lowest. Never ever extreme grosteque stuff.
I haven't been searching actively for the kind of pictures I like nor creating them. But once in a while when I am in the 'morbid' mood, I will go to deviantart.com or any random websites to look for THAT kind of pictures.
Not that I am depressed so I like those pictures (Although sometimes I have suicidal thoughts every now and then but never had the guts to do it IamtryingtobehonestsoyoupeopleshuddapIamokaynow). But some of them really depicts my feelings so accurately that posting that pictures is even better than writing in words.
One of my favourite picture was the white body with a bloodied cross on the chest with the hand holding a broken glass at the neck with slits and of course, blood. I don't have the picture with me in this computer but I've post it a few times before. So look back.
Below are a few that I thought was quite nice. =D
Glassy cold eyes, blood tears, porcelain face. Sad isn't it?
It was named "tears of the lost beauty". If I am not wrong, the artiste was referring to all the plastic surgeries happening all around the world. I think the lashes are darn pretty.
OoO! I love this. How apt to show this to irritating and talkative people to freak them out!
Uh. This is quite freaky la. Thats why I did this post during daytime. Honestly, I also don't dare to search for these kinda pictures at night. I quite hum ji one you know. Haha.
Will search for even nicer and more meaningful pictures if I have the time.
Please do not have the misconception that I am a violent, disgusting and gross person. I am not ok. I am so nice. Don't believe ask my friends. Haha! I also like collecting cute animal pictures k!! Hmph!
P/s: Hope you guys won't have nightmares tonight!
express yourself {3:59 PM}
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Pain, is needed to bring humans back to the reality, to stop all the fantasy dreams, to ensure that our feet is standing in this cold hard world.
Labels: Rants
express yourself {12:15 AM}
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Holly Molly! My show has ended and it was good! I am so fucking tired that I did not come online for 3 days and forgo my facial and eye mask routine. Oh my god. Bad bad bad! All the buzzing around caused me to be so heaty. 2 ulcers in my mouth. =(
Alrightie. I shall go prepare for work. zZz.
Labels: Fatigue
express yourself {10:41 AM}
Tuesday, August 21, 2007
Uh.. I know I hasn't been updating. But you know, I am so busy. For your information, the event that I'm helping out is tomorrow. o.O! Panic attack.
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Hoo ha! After 15 minutes staring into the screen I managed to come up with this line only. Will have a proper update once the show is over.
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Oh ya! before I forget, just wanna share with you guys(whoever you are). I told my brother to not drink my vitagen collagen because it is for ladies. And if he drinks it he will grow boobies. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! He immediately shield his chest. WTF! HAHAHAH
express yourself {11:22 PM}
Friday, August 17, 2007
I said something not very nice at my GF over msn this afternoon. Then, I apologised and she din return my msg. Am so guilt-stricken. =(
Labels: Best Friend
express yourself {12:20 AM}
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
I've been suffering from gastric pains. Never had this problem before but for the past few days, I've been getting pretty bad gastric pain during evening time.
My meal times have never been regular nor consistent. So it's unlikely that my irregular meals are causing me the bad pain.
My colleague said that it could be the hectic days I've been slogging and heaving through. Must be stressed up. But I thought it is impossible too! Because I worked and stressed throughout my poly years and I have never encountered this problem too.
Thus, I concluded that I must be really exhausted because all the meals I've eaten are in small portion. And I am too tired to chew.
I just hope this gastric problem will just go away. It's making me uncomfortable
Labels: Unwell
express yourself {11:13 PM}
Monday, August 13, 2007
昨晚，下着大雨。不知不觉的，脑海产生了许多念头。
朋友。说来就来， 说走就走。真正知音的有几个？
家人。家人是最重要的。不管发生什么事情，他们一定会不顾一切的在我们的身旁，鼓励和安慰。 家人的伟大是没的比较的。
爱情。我相信缘分和命运。 对的人迟早一天会出现。为我们得到心灵上的解脱。 是否会长久， 不要去理会。珍惜眼前人是最重要的。
事业。在这残酷的社会里，工作是为了自己还是为了金钱？
学业。那在学校， 所学的东西， 又是为了什么？
这个世界真复杂。 许多事情是没有原因或理由。 怎么找也找不到答案。真是的， 想到我都头昏脑胀。
express yourself {10:10 PM}
Thursday, August 09, 2007
Yesterday clubbing at Zouk was not very good. The queue is long, the crowd is rowdy, the girls are rowdy, the boys are rowdy. I think Irene, Corene, Xiao Ling and I were the most not rowdy.
Corene and Me.
Saw tons of people there too. I even saw Eric! Eek! Freaky. I haven seen him for a long time Gave each other a big good hug before he left to take care of his GF. Wanna thank him too. For saving our lives. He literally draggggggggg me by my waist just to get us out to drink some water. While he was dragging me, I was holding Corene's hand and I think I dragged her too. So, all the way from dance floor to bar, I kept tripping. HAHA! Come to think of it, its funny. People might think that I am drunk already.
Me and Eric. 2 'braced' people.Music was good, I absolutely love Andrew Chow. He's damn good!! But a pity that my knee started to give me problems at 2 am. So I had to leave at 3am. Bf came to fetch me. Then, I concuss all the way till 2.30 this afternoon.
Labels: clubbing
express yourself {3:18 PM}
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Erm. Been reaaaallllyyyy busy. And I mean REAALLLLYYYYYYYY busy. Worked non-stop.
But anyway, yesterday was the 6 month with Bf. He got me a dress and a pair of slip-on that I like. Thanks baby. Happy 6 months!
Will be Zouk-ing tonight. YIPPIEEEEE!!!! But I highly suspect we will end up at Velvet. LOL!
Pictures soon! Ta!
Labels: random
express yourself {1:59 PM}
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
There's been too many negative post from me. No good no good. Today, wasn't a bad day and wasn't good day. It's just a very neutral day for me.
Today wasn't a bad day because I have taken the first step to saving! I dumped 200 buckaroos into my new UOB account. The money shall grow in there. I will make it a point to save at least $50 and save more if I can. I will prove you people out there. I am so determined this time.
Not a good day, because nothing really happened to make me high. Got to know some stuff from gf. Not much reaction. The only thought that came to my mind is, "Why she like tt?" But anyway, am so looking forward to have Yuki Yaki with GF. Woot! In addition, I am having goddamn flu and am floating.
Since today's post is not negative at all, lets have some entertaining pictures.
HAHA! MY BF LOOKS LIKE SOME CUM GONG! HAHA. Ok. I shuddap. I hope he doesn't sees this.
This is what he did when I was freezing in the bus. But the rotating thingy was not there so the bus air con blew full blast at me. Then, bf wasted clean tissues to ball it into that hole. So sweet righhhhhtttt. Loves loves.
Labels: BF, random
express yourself {5:13 PM}
Glassy cold eyes, blood tears, porcelain face. Sad isn't it? 
It was named "tears of the lost beauty". If I am not wrong, the artiste was referring to all the plastic surgeries happening all around the world. I think the lashes are darn pretty. 
OoO! I love this. How apt to show this to irritating and talkative people to freak them out!
Uh. This is quite freaky la. Thats why I did this post during daytime. Honestly, I also don't dare to search for these kinda pictures at night. I quite hum ji one you know. Haha. 
Me and Eric. 2 'braced' people.
