Saturday, October 17, 2009
Hello everyone. I am alright. And I hope you are too. Work's been wonderful. I've never felt so happy at work despite the chaos within departments. Thing is, I got to know that I am assigned to the world largest exhibition for next year, which will be held to Shanghai called "SHANGHAI WORLD EXPO". It is a wonderful wonderful opportunity. I really hope that I can go and experience it but school's holding me back. It's not just travelling to Shanghai every now and then, but there is a high chance of staying there for months.
So, should I defer my studies or should I give up this rare opportunity?
School's being a bitch. Tons of assignments and projects to be done. 2000 word essay due next Friday. Journals are due the week after and mid-term test is on the 31st Oct. That's the reason why I am home on a Saturday and it is a perfect day for sun tanning. zZz
Labels: School, Work
express yourself {2:00 PM}
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
James Morrison Feat. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings
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Oh, it tears me up
I tried to hold, but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive, but it's not enough
To make it all ok
You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh, the truth hurts
And lie is worse
I can't like it anymore But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late (too late)
express yourself {12:11 AM}
Monday, October 12, 2009
I re-wrote and re-wrote this post for so many darn times and I do not know how to express myself anymore. I fucked up.
I really hope that you just do whatever you want to do. I know you have seen what I have written in this post previously and I am extremely sorry for those harsh words. I shouldn't have.
All I have to say is, just do whatever you want to do. If by doing so makes you feel better, go ahead. Nothing should stop you of your rights.
Once again, this relationship was the greatest love I ever had. Thank you so much for everything.
express yourself {11:30 PM}
Sunday, October 11, 2009
My longest running relationship is officially over. I thought I would handle it well. I thought I did, but I didn't.
When fate decides to end his work, destiny took its turn.You never left me regardless of what happened. It was very noble of you. You were always there, enduring all silently. For so long. I knew you were the one, the special one. Because only you treated me the way you did, tolerate me the way you did. Never once complained.
I knew because of the love you had, you held on to me. Never let me go.
But because of our differences we tried to deny and look forward to overcome. We had tried our best. But reality always sink in. Which I can't deny anymore.
I am sure that we had both love each other so deeply. So much so that we thought we could last forever. But it did not feel that right anymore.
I am glad through the talk, we ended everything in an amiable and gracious manner. I wish you well and hope you live for yourself.
Should fate and destiny decides that we meet again, we will.
express yourself {11:39 PM}
