Friday, January 25, 2008
After posting my previous "sorry" post, I read best friend blog. And I realise there is even more people whom I have neglected. So I shall continue.
I am sorry, my TTG colleagues because I always said I am going down on Thursday to have lunch with you guys, I never did. It is I am totally concuss and couldn't wake up or last minute group project.
I am sorry Weili, because I am suppose to help you in any way I can but I couldn't find the time to do so.
At this point of time, there are still some more people whom I am sorry to. But the more I typed, the more depress I am. But I hope all of you out there realllllly know how sorry I am. I swear I will made it up for you guys. Just give me a few more weeks. And I should be done. Endure! Perservere! and Never fall!!!!!!!
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So mum had her Lasik surgery and her myopia is like totally gone. I. Am. Jealous. because I have an infected eye which is much better den yesterday anyway. But the other of my eye got
bak jiam. Double sian....
Those days were so happppyyyy.....
Labels: Fatigue, Rants
express yourself {10:19 PM}
Hello blogspot. It's been a long time since I came here. The past few weeks have been as busy as I can be. I am really really super tired. Marketing Plan, Law project and everything. I am super drained.
Many things happened during my busy time. Bad things, in fact. I saw my father, my mum fell sick, my brother fell sick, my mum went for Lasik and me, late for work, late for project meetings and late for everything.
I am sorry Mum, for being unable to accompany you when I am suppose to accompany. Especially when you were sick, I felt the most guilty for not being able to stay at home to look after everything. And also for not holding a proper conversation with you.
I am sorry brother, for not being able to bring you to the doctor when mum is equally unwell and yet I can't leave to take care of you guys due to work.
I am sorry boyfriend, for not spending time with you, on the phone and physically. Thank you for being so understanding, tolerating my temper and consoling me. You've been great.
I am sorry best friend, for not being able to spend some time shopping with you. For not asking how ya doing and all. I ask for your forgiveness.
I am sorry groupmates, for always not being able to make it to group meetings due to work and the quality of the work I've done.
I am sorry colleagues, for being late for work and changing schedule last minute. But you guys have been wonderful by accommodating me.
I am sorry for neglecting ALL of you.
I thank everyone for being so nice, not being pissed with me.
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In other news, I am suffering from eye infection, not because I've seen the wrong stuff. But I think due to insufficient sleep, irregular meals and dirty contact lenses. I am seriously seriously very very tired. I can't wait to fly to Thailand. Sawadeekappppppp!
Labels: Fatigue
express yourself {1:27 PM}
Friday, January 18, 2008
Gasp! Gossip Girls is as addictive as Heroes!
Dan (Penn Badgley) makes me droool!
Labels: random
express yourself {12:38 AM}
Thursday, January 17, 2008
fucking fuckdap I feel.
Can't you just make up your mind on what you want from me? You should I am
bo ga lan one.
One moment you want me to do this. And when I do this, you are not happy and want me to do that. So the fuck you want?
How do you want me to react to that kinda situation? When people had already came in and talk to you. Of course just answer what ever he asked in a bo ga lan way la. That is the way I act. Like that you also not happy? If not you expect me to run away and hide behind the counter? Or I should just say that I don't know him. Like what the fuck man.
You also want me to take money from him. Never take money you say: " Why never take?! People give you money don't care him just take la."
Now I took the money he gave me voluntarily. Now you say: " Why you take? We do not need his money. Why so
bu zheng qi?"
YOU TELL ME. WHAT THE HELL I SHOULD DO TO MAKE YOU HAPPY?!
Fuck it man.
Labels: Rants
express yourself {12:18 AM}
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
Finally, Media Law is over and done with. Left with all the group projects.
Staying in the National Library from 11 am to 9 pm for 2 consecutive day is not fun. Library is an evil place. It sucks all your energy.
Haven't even had the time to hold a proper conversation with my mum until just now.
Now I have finally a tiny weeny bit of time to do mask, repaint my toe nails and blog!
Hehe! Shall go and sleep now!
[edited] 1.46am
As I was so busy for the past week, I actually felt that I have neglected my family and friends. Some things happened and I found out that I actually do not really understand some of my friends whom I call them my "close friend". I am ashame of myself. Sigh.
Labels: Fatigue
express yourself {12:41 AM}
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Je suis tres tres fatigueLabels: Rants
express yourself {4:34 PM}
Thursday, January 10, 2008
I am grateful to have sympathetic and helpful classmates and friends. Words can't express my gratitude towards them.
Thank you mates!
Labels: Friends
express yourself {1:38 AM}
Monday, January 07, 2008
I wish best friend good luck for her TP tomorrow! I wanna go eat DURIAN! hehe!
Labels: random
express yourself {11:18 PM}
Saturday, January 05, 2008
Krabi Trip. Approved.
CitiClear Card. Approved.
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I will prove you wrong. The way you look down on me. The way you doubt me. I will fucking prove you wrong.
I. Will. Prove. You. Wrong. By. Not. Even. Busting. The. Limit. Or. Not. Even. Use. It.
@#$%^&*()*&^%$#@!@#$%^&^%$#@!
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[edit] Today I go sinseh for acupuncture. Damn shiok lor! Now my right shoulder
orh ceh until very jialat. My neck felt so much better now. Acupuncture is good!
Labels: Rants
express yourself {11:38 PM}
I was accused by my mum that I talk to my brothers in a rude and offensive way.
I burst into tears after my mum left my room.
Labels: Rants
express yourself {12:24 AM}
Friday, January 04, 2008
I am a little late again but nonetheless, Happy New Year everyone! I am very lazy to typed out how I celebrated New Year, but I extracted everything from bestfriend blog.
And here you go:
"
i spent a quiet yet lovely new yr eve with my group of buddy n bf~=) yang got a rm at orchard parade hotel ! so instead of celebrating at mind cafe playing board games.. we were bouncing ard in the hotel rm, munching chips and watching movie. haha. ruffles,chipster, kettlechips,tao kay neo.. lots lots lots... *BUrP*groceries shopping frm jason supermarket to isetan supermarket lol. its quite weird to be wearing shorts,tees and slippers to had our dinner at wheel lock sakae sushi. we dressed like we stay orchard. HAHAHA..anyway, their service serious sucks tt nite, many missing orders and slow service. -.- back to the hotel room ! haha.. had a great time soaking in the bath tub with my girl. only the 2 of us. wahah.. a failed attempt in creating our bubble bath but stil we enjoy soakin in tt hot tub of water. LOL. so shiok loooooo...=D i think its the 2nd time we see each other naked. HAHAH=x baby brought along his chivas but we nv drink ourself silly eh. i jus had a sip of chivas green tea. i think i prefer cocktail..or isit mocktail? wats the diff ar.. aiyah cock or mock.. i jus love those sweets one tt wil get me drunk without noeing it. HAHAHA..
its a quiet,nice yet fun new yr eve . faking tourist n faking the stupid accent LOl.. roaming ard the street with the tots of punching any bangala getting in our way, groceries shopping n even thinking of buying the 37 bucks hot pot to bring to the room for steamboat session..and the 4 of us kept on jumping n pounce on the bed while yang stared at us saying we have not grow upHAHAHHAHAa..."
So, I spent my new year quietly! A pity boyfriend isn't there with us because his grandma is unwell.
I shall do my reflections and real resolution some other day when I am free. Am in bad mood because mum had our dinner catered. I am super upset.
Labels: New Year
express yourself {12:07 AM}
Those days were so happppyyyy.....