Tuesday, May 29, 2007
Met up with gf this evening. Had a great time laughing, gossiping and bitching. It's been a long time since we met up, sit down and chill and then go crazy in Zara/Topshop/Far East.
We relived the times we had enjoyed greatly. From the time when we wear having thick make-up thick eyeliner and thick everything, till now-loose powder, a coat or two of mascara and a layer of blush. How we use to splurge on everything that's useless but nice to now, rational shopping.
We ended our sister bonding session at Zara, where I managed to get a top for my mum and my girl a beach tube dress, which I wanted to get but the colour I wanted out of stock. How sad.
In fact, the time spent updating each other and talking nonsense was better than shoppin! Sigh. Somehow, things are same and yet different.
I think I look bloody blessed in this picture. And please ignore my wet top. -.-
express yourself {10:54 PM}
Friday, May 25, 2007
I am so bored in office. Big boss is in Bali, HR on leave till 31st. Really "Bo Zeng Hu" lor.
Anyway, I "stole" some old-school songs from bf's computer and they are such kick-ass man! I do like sleek and smooth r&b/hiphop music (those that sounds very sensual and sexy kind with heavy bass) but that kinda music always get me into clubbing mood, which I reckon is not very good.
Sometimes when I am in those really relac relac, lepak one corner(LOC) that kinda mood, I will just switch on Cafe Del Mar kinda songs. I have some of them in my computer and I will just start to stone and stare. Not too bad if you have really nothing to do at home.
At present, I am trying to get myself to appreciate some house music. Especially those very psychedelic ones. LOL Any intro of nice house music?
Thank you - Dido
Oh my god. This song dates all the way back when I was secondary 2 or 3? It is very soothing and the rhthym is not too heavy. Good song and lyrics.
Linger - The Cranberries
The haunting voice of the lead singer is amazing. I like the guitar when the song started. Calm and relaxing.
Zhen De Xi Huan Ni, Guang Hui Sui Yue, Da Di, etc - Beyond
Omg! I can't believe it. When I listened to these songs on the train, I felt like an Lao Lian. Serious. Beyond belongs to the Young and Dangerous (Gu Wa Zai) era. And when Beyond was really popular, they had alot of ah beng and ah lian fans. But their songs are undeniably nice. Thou about brotherhood, love and fights, it does reflect of abit of reality here and there.
There are many other very nice, kick ass songs but I am already too lazy to go on about it.
At the same time, you guys can check out meaningful and well-done videos of the below song.
-Diamonds from Sierre Lone (Forget how to spell la. LOL) by Kanye West
-Runaway love by Ludacris and Marie J.Blige
-When I'm gone by Linkin Park
There's still many. If you wanna see hot bod, you can try:
-Like a Boy by Ciara
-Tell me by P.Diddy feat Christina Aguilera
Alright. It's time for another short toilet nap. GOOD BYE!
Peek-a-boo!
express yourself {2:56 PM}
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
I don't know why, but I get very sensitive when people get very superficial. I try to be very objective every now and then, or rather when it comes to serious matter.
Relationship, to me, is a very serious matter. I will not tolerate anyhow who gives superficial/skeptical/one-sided opinion or comments about r/s, especially MY R/S!!
Yes, he may not be good-looking, he may not be rich, he may not drives. But hey, he treats me with his true heart. What more can I ask for. If people out there don't see what they see, then stop making stupid comments and thoughts. If people don't see the whole picture and understand the situation, just keep your ass mouth shut.
At least, my bf, who is not good-looking, not rich, not very educated treats me VERY WELL! Not like some other bastards who ill-treats their girlfriend, cheat them and do whatever shit thing they do.
I know commenting/expressing opinions is not wrong. I, too, sometimes bitch and gossip. But you do not put someone and their love ones down so bad. I can't stand it when they see things from one-side only. Why can't they just see things from different perspective?
Would you rather me have a bf who's rich, educated, drives a four-wheel and holds a high-paid job and see me being "loved" in a materialistic way and yet I am not happy? What if he is also psychotic and is into abuse and SM one. Wtf please.
As my bf believes, "Even if we were poor, we can go to hawker center, have a plate of char kway teow, but still stay very happy with each other company." Man, I really love my bf like shit.
*****
Oh my god. I can't wait to meet gf next Tuesday. I miss her so fucking much too. When was the last time we went crazy darling?
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Work was fine. Am just paranoid over the US address I mail merged. What if it is all returned. Boss say will deduct from my pay leh. Anyway, tomorrow is "no govenment day" Boss went to Bali. HAHA!
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Can someone please tell me, whether I should remain my tv in my room or not!!
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Fo your viewing pleasure. Swee bo? I take one leh!!!
express yourself {10:35 PM}
Monday, May 21, 2007
Ripped of a random blog to kill boredom.
001. real name : Choo Huey Wen.
002. nickname: ali, ah boon, donut,
OINK OINK!
003. single or taken : I proudly says: I AM TAKEN!
004. zodiac sign : Dragon.
005. male or female : harh? Me? Female.
006. elementary : Tampines Pri.
007. high: Pasir Ris Sec
008. college : Temasek Poly
009. eye color : dark brown
010. hair color : black
011. long or short hair : short. =(
012. shoe size : size 5. Iloveshoes =X
013. asthma? : nah. But smth’s wrong with my nose
014. are you health freak : Not really. In fact I don’t give a hoot!
015. height : 158
016. do you have a crush on someone: haha. Yes yes. FJ!
017. do you like yourself: most of the time I do
018. piercings : ooo. Loves
019. tattoos : not. Yet. =X
020. righty or lefty: To the right.
FIRSTS:
022. first surgery : none.
023. first piercing : ear lor.
024. first best friend : I anti-social la. LOL!
025. first movie : ?
026. First sport you joined : erm, track and field I guess
027. first pet : erm. Dun have
028. first vacation : =(
029. first concert : f4 ah? Wah lau. I cant believe it lor.
030. first crush : haha david. =P
CURRENTLY :
049. eating : some preservative to kill boredom
050. drinking : plain water
052. i'm about : to fall asleep.
053. listening to : Get it shawty – Lloyd.
055. waiting for : Lunch time with XY!
057. wearing : office skirt, a white cami, and IPZone jacket (given by my love) over it.
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? : maybe 2?
059. want get married? : YES YES YES!
060. careers in mind? : believe it or not, I want to stay in retail line. Wassup with mass comm then?
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? : killer eyes thou my love eyes is like drug addict. =( eye mask!
069. hugs or kisses : hugssssssssssss
070. shorter or taller : of course taller.
072. romantic or spontaneous: I am greedy. I want both.
073. stomach or arms : both matters a lot.
074. sensitive or loud: depends
075. hook-up or relationship: nono to hook-up
HAVE YOU EVER :
078. kissed a stranger : no, I won’t a lot that kinda of things to happen to my sacred lips. I will bite them.
080. lost glasses/contacts: nope.
081. ran away from home : almost.
082. broken any bones : nah
084. broken someone's heart : I guess so.
085. been arrested : no la!
086. turned someone down : HAHA so many. =X ok I shut up
087. cried when someone died : sigh. I cry easily lor. Those emo shit
088. liked a friend : I always like my friend. XD
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. yourself: erm. Sometimes.
090. miracles : not really
091. love at first sight : errr.. I don’t think so
092. heaven : sorta
093. santa claus : no. That’s rubbish.
094. fairies : nope
095. kissing on the first date: Im fine with that
096. angels : I have a few of them by my side
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? : As I said, Im greedy, I want 2 person to be by my side now. HEHE! SECRETS. =P
098. Is Superman really better than
Batman? : I think people from Heroes are better
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time? : It’s something I won’t do.
express yourself {11:18 AM}
Saturday, May 19, 2007
So yesterday Weili's bbq went quite well despite the fact that their is constant thunders, lightnings and ferocious wind. Once again, Happy Birthday Weili! He's flying off to Taiwan for holiday already. @#$%^& Bon Voyage VP!
On the 22th, it's Weili birthday, on the 25th is Kaichong's bday, on the 26th is my nemo's birthday and on the 27th is someone else's birthday and I can't remember who.
I have this undying determination to go retail therapy and I don't care! I wanna go to AMK Hub tomorrow to get my pair heels and bag! Hopefully I can go down to town to check out some make up provided I am not feeling very tired.
I've sucessfully packed my room to prepare myself for moving house, cleared my room and stuff. I requested mummy to buy a steamer to facilitate me ironing my clothes because I never ever like using iron, for whatever reason I also don't know. Steamer is way faster and more convenient don't you think so? Well, at least that what I thought. Also, I might have the chance to have the LG chocolate mini hi-fi and thus, I will have to forgo my lousy surround sound system that I hardly use.
AH! Should I remain the tv in my room or should I give it up??? ADVISE PEOPLE!!!!
I am so bothered by monetary issues that yesterday there's this haunting dreams that made me freaked out. I dreamt that my younger brother mobile bill came up to $1033 and I have to pay for him. Must buy 4D!
Let me end off with a sibei chio picture. HAHA!
express yourself {10:26 PM}
Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
hoho~ I am so complimented. LOL!Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
Oh yes. How true!The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Yep. Thats why I am faithfully with my nemo! =PYour views on educationEducation is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.
What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.
Kinda true.Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.
HAHA! OMG. IM UNPREDICTABLE!The Real MeHere is the analysis:
You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet. Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
express yourself {4:54 PM}
Thursday, May 17, 2007
I think I was food poisoned. Damn it. I wish I can have my baby right next to me now. =(
Life at home sucks.
Life at work sucks. Cos I am sick. =(
NEMOOOO I MISS YOUUUU!!!!!
express yourself {2:05 PM}
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Right or wrong?
There are only a few of them, who stand by me when I am down.
You guys know who you are.
express yourself {12:45 AM}
Monday, May 07, 2007
All is fine. Out of the blue, the emo shit just sets in and then eats me up early morning. But sometimes things are not as simple as what was narrated. It's many many small trivial matters that comes together and engulf me, my head, my mind, my thoughts, my heart. Thus, solutions are not usually as easy as what you guys have said. It takes alot of emotional preserverance to overcome. Being a strong girl(am I?), the emo bug left me in an few hours time and Im back to normal. I am not sure whether thats denial, escapism or everything is really fine. I have no asnwers. Finding answers are just so tough.
Maybe, when I have more personal time, I'll figure it out.
At the same time, I am truely grateful, for the people around me has been really supportive. Damn. I have such good friends.
Especially GF and BF and FJJLB.
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Special Dedication to BF. Read on.On the warm and humid Sunday night, I reached home and couldn't find my ez-link card. I panicked and messaged bf immediately. He was on his way home to Ang Mo Kio. Then he told me he will go look for it. I thought he would just call his parents and ask them to help look for it.
But guess what? He reached AMK, took his bike and zoom down to Whampoa. Just to look for my card. When he reached Whampoa, he called me and told me where he was. At that point of time, I've already found my card, which was happily resting in the front compartment of my Adidas bag. So, without even going up to his Whampoa house, he zoom back to AMK.
Sigh. Smack me please. I feel so guilty that I can't stop saying sorry. He was out of breath when he reached finally got home.
Tell me, what will I do, without my bf? Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!
express yourself {10:07 PM}
Thursday, May 03, 2007
10 reasons, why I have phobia of office
- wear slippers (FYI, Im a slippers fan!)
- wear jeans
- do crazy things to your hair
- The sound of heels against the floor is annoying
- You stare at the same computer screen all the time
- You look at the same environment all the time
- The air-conditioning is always freezing
- I get mild headaches everyday and some serious headaches occasionally
- The pressure in the lift is terrifying me
- Office wear sucks
I don't think I will be able to make it in office. =(
Bf where are uuuuu!
express yourself {9:09 PM}
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
Woke up at a whopin' 1 pm today. Shiokness. Spent teh day afternoon with mummy looking at furniture. Guess I am more or less settled with my room. Nice platform bed, dressing table, wardrobe and study table. But I guess I'll get 1 more book cabinet to stuff all my books and put my displays! hehe! BUT! I have decided to give up my queen size bed for a super single in order to have my room more spacious. Sigh.
Then, I went down to Bugis without my mum to look for bf and have my dinner and I went down to town to look for GF! YEA! Waited for her to quickly finish up her work and we hung around town. We have not done that for more than 6 months I reckon. And it feeellllllsss gooooooddd to hang out with gf! Yak and laugh and yak and laugh non-stop. This is called GF love! Although time spent is quite short but nevertheless, happiness!
haha. no pictures again. Cos I am so goddamn lazy to upload.
It's attachment tomorrow again. SObsob.
express yourself {11:44 PM}
