Radio presentation was fine. Quite up to expectation despite tripping alil'.

My back is achin very badly. Projects after projects. Once projects end, it will be exam. Never ending..

I feel like dyin~~~



Am feeling alot more better but there are still assignments due. Especially CCC. It's the one giving me panic attack now.

Rushing out my CNW group project articles. Am done with one and have to churn out another short one. Just hope what I have written is long enough.

I cant stand it when I keep switching between mac and pc. Those hotkeys are confusin me. I am a sucker for hotkeys. Especially when I am saving my work. I keep using ALT + S when I am using pc and that doesnt save my work. Because for mac, saving is the above and for pc, it is CTRL + S. I am so afraid that my work won't be saved. =(

Quick quick! I wanna finish up my articles so I can talk to true love before he goes to sleep!.



I was in the bus on my way to work this morning.

Out of a sudden, there's a piercing pain at my jaw area.

Then, I realised, that I've been clenching my teeths. Resulting in pressure in my jaws. So much so that it hurts. Yes it hurts.

It is not the first time it happened.

Many occasions, I found myself clenching my jaws. During work, during school whereever I am and whatever Im doing. Even when I sleep.

Sometimes even the flesh at my cheek area gets cut and developed into blister.

I know I have to chill and relax. But I also know I am not gonna be able to do that. Panic attack constantly. Damn, this is not good.

I just asked for my friend's understanding because I know that at this moment I am rather vulgar with the way I speak.

On a happier note, I've gotten my pay and I am going to save up. In addition, I was very happy at work today! ^^



I daresay that this semester will be the most screwed up semester of my whole poly life.

=(

I want to talk to true love. And I will message him now.

=(



Hey everyone (if anyone is reading), check out the time. I can't believe that I woke up so early to come to school to do my MEP till 2pm. Zai hor.

True love's really sweet last night. HAHAH *SHY*



Caught up with my girl this evening. Nice to update each other on our life. We had a good laugh over what we chatted about. Nevertheless, time like this are well-cherished.

Here I am, doing my Chinese News Writing fourth assignment on translation. There is so much jargons to be translated. Can someone tell me whats the chinese for USB Port? Can someone tell me how to translate Logitech Alto. Like totally wtf lor.

I don't think I can finish in time. I have filming to do tomorrow NIGHT, from 9am - 1pm I will be in school to do my MEP. Seriously, I have given up hope on my MEP. Screw it man.

Now, I just hoped that true love will call me so that I have an excuse to throw away my work to talk to him.

Sometimes, I feel that I am living in denial.




Confused.

Messed up.

Disoriented.

Tired.



Just som random photoshopping. zzz



It's been a long long time since I slept for so long. Slept at 2am woke up at 12pm. It's the longest I ever slept since the start of school. And its like only 10 hours. Normally I would have slept for 13 hours. Sigh.

Anyway yesterday's work at Bugis kinda screwed. I don't know why yesterday's customer are so ~!@#$%^&*. You get what I mean. The more I work yesterday the more I feel depress.

Broke down the day before. I guess it's the talk I had with Chantel made me broke down. No la. I am not blaming Chantel. It's just that I am so sick and tired, mentally. I don't see myself going anywhere. And maybe because me breaking down, I suddenly become very paranoid and sensitive. Then, everything gets worst.

It was yesterday during my second break, I requested for a hour break instead of a 45 mins one. Did all the thinking and ta-dah, I feel a tad better.

No leh, I suddenly have to feeling to go into zipped-up mode. Ok. Off to study multicam test that is tomorrow.

From left: Andrea with the cap that represents Iylia, Laura, me, Sue Ann Felicia and Cedric. Taken a few weeks ago in lecture with Andrea'a laptop.

So, its no more yes93.3 but Motorola *cues heeelloooo motoooooo* to do events and marketing.

You see the thing of being too positive is that, whenever you are told of something, u tend to beautify everything.

This is me. What came to my mind was that I will be doing events, launches in big scale events. Take for example, motorola launched a new phone and will be held at St james Power Station. And I will have like access to backstage, free drinks, see celebrities and interact with them.Like wtf lor. I need to get out of this kinda fantasy and not make it a hardcore habit of mine. Because everything will come crashin down on me. Just like how yes93.3 shattered my longterm dream of working there. Keeping in mind that I have to write press releases for marketing and public relations which I HATE HATE HATE! Sorry Miss Chuah, but I let you down I know. LOL!

And when you know you are being too positive, you want to make things not so negative, of course you start being more negative. then everything becomes too negative. It always goes to the extreme. This is called "Zou huo ru mo" in Chinese. WHY!?!?!?!?!

Ok la. I am fine la. This is the way I am la. Something to look forward to is Saturday workin at Bugis. But I will have nothing to do after work ends at 7pm. =(

Shall get everything over and done with. For now, I shall message my true love "oink oink" to make myself feel a little better.



I look at my schedule book, I shake my head.

Thankfully, I have very nice classmates always cheering me upand encouraging me.

Thankfully, I know my girl is always supporting me morally. And I am always supporting u morally too.

Thankfully, I have someone to talk to at night. Someone who knows how to make me laugh.

Well, it will be over soon. Endure HueyWen. You have done it before, you can do it the second time!

When I look out of the window, I hope to see a clear blue sky, with puffy clouds, with rainbows, with everything that makes me happy.



I am very zonked out. I saw quite a number of my friends in school. Their reaction was "Aiyo. why your eyebag so jialat." or "why you look so tired."

Really so serious mehh? =( My life is dedicated to school, work and true love liao la. Damn sad. I wanna dedicate my life to many many people lehh.

I made an impromptu decision to buy a mp3 with radio function. Because will in the library discussing project with Jocelin, it hit me that in order to do well for my interview, I have to listen to Yes 93.3. So, I called true love since I know he is not workin today to accompany me. SEE I make the first step liao hor... Don't say I don't take initiative k. LOL!

Spent $86 on that 512MB mp3. Like wth. But no heart pain felt. Because for school, I am willing to make sacrifices and the most next month don't go buy new year clothes lorr. =(

Shit la. Chinese News writing assignment due on friday and I have no idea what is it about. DAMN!



Just a quick update.

My weekdays are spent in school and doing assignments.

My weekends are burnt working.

I have totally no time for myself or anyone else.

Seems like I am not the only one feeling the way I am.

Here's a quick news update.

I am selected to go for interview at Yes93.3 for my attachment. Of course I hope to be the selected one out of the 3. But stop putting so much hope on me. What if I cant live up to expectations of you guys? No doubt, if I get it, I will go all out for it.



Four Season's Durian Puff is fucking good man. You guys out there should try it. 20 pcs of mini durian puff for 9 buck at Parkway. Till this Sunday only I think. SOME GOOD STUFF GO GET IT!

Anyway, I am pissed. Why? Because some bitch just don't care about the welfare of staffs. Here is situation.

My colleague's stepsister passed away. Of course she have to rush to attend to her family matter immediately right? Common sense right? So colleague had to take urgent leave. Then, some bitch make sarcastic remark, "Make sure she show me her sister's death cert." And it just so happen that colleague had to go to relief other shop. And that bitch snapped, "She really urgent leave or not?" Like what the fuck.

Here's another one. My another colleague, her younger bro passed away in another country. Being a sister, she definitely have to take urgent leave to rush back to her hometown right? Her blood brother leh! And guess what? I heard that that bitch wanna know why the reason of her brother's death. Even close colleagues like us do not even dare to ask. For what fuck she wanna know.

I am just so angry that she don't put herself in other people's shoe. Cant she be a little more sensitive? Its not surprising to see the staff turnover at such high rate. Because management is fuckdap.

I don't care whether or not this post is gonna get me into trouble. Because what I am stating the facts. Even though you may think it is a warped fact, I still can tell you, many many people out there hates the management. Trust me.

I know Im suppose to blog about my polymates. But I am just so upset and furious about the above mentioned. But I still wanna tell all my polymates I love them long long la.

GF suffering my depression. While Im suffering from major nonstop panic attack. T.T Actually wanna post up a pretty pretty picture of myself 1 but so many things to be done. Panic attack again.



It's been 7 days since I last updated. But I guessed it makes no difference. School has been as mundane as ever. 1 thing to cheer about is that my group has finished the PSA already. Just left with digitising.

In the bus today, there's many flashing memories and depressing thoughts. I intended to write a long composition in this post. However, since true love just called me. All my worries and thoughts flew away. Ok. =/ Shut up you people. I just knew that he was sick for the past few days thats why there's no news from him. *sayannnngggg*

Sad enough, I have learnt about a few deaths. Though I am not directly involved or related, but I still feel for my friends and colleagues. Part and parcel of life, we have to accept it. Take it in the stride and hold all the memories close to your heart.

I miss my gf laaaa~~~~

Ok. Thats all for now cos I wanna call true love already. WHAHA. Next proper update will be when I don't know but most prolly I will update bout my polymates. Tralalala~



The last day of year 2006 was spent working and chilling @ Marina South. We did manage to see the fireworks but it wasn't that fantastic. But still, it's nice.

During the fireworks, I cant control my tears. They just dropped down like they are supposed to drop down. I am not sure whether it is tears of happiness or sadness. I am glad that 2006 is over . At the same time, memories are still fresh in my mind. It's like Im unable to let go, but I have to. Damn. This is contradicting. Sigh.

[edited] CK called me zhun zhun 12 am when the first firework lit up. He said It was coincidental because he kept calling me but couldnt get thru. =/

Anyway, accompanied mom and bro to Plaza Singapura to have lunch at Lao BeiJing. It's niceeeee! Love it. Then, went shopping but did not buy anything at all. =(

School's starting in 2 days time. I DREAD IT!!!

Huey Wen aka Ah boon aka Ali
Temasek Polytechnic/Parttimer
08/11/1988
Loves being single ^^

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