Friday, June 29, 2007
Pardon me for the lack of post. Pardon my language cos I am not in the right mind. GF says I am irritatin cos I did not update. But I am very sick what! *sulk*
Anyway, latest news is, I am sick.
Once my pc is revived, my lappie can connect to internet, I will update.
Till then, ta!
express yourself {10:08 AM}
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Yesterday aftr work, I met bf and went to exchange shoes for my mum. After that, we went to stroll around and we ended up at Action City. They have this new series of mushroom plushies that makes me go ga-ga!! I told bf I love the bedroom slippers and the stool. So he picked it up and prepared to pay for it. However, I was annoyed by the fact that he's already broke and he still wants to buy unnecessary stuff. Thus, I told him he can get it for me after I moved house. So, he said ok and we continued looking around.
Then, I had to go to the loo and so I went into the very cool handicap toilet in Bugis. I came out and couldn't find bf. So agar-agar I know what's he up to la. I spotted him back in Action City buying the mushroom slippers. He thought he's fast, but I am faster. xD HAHA! He can never surprise me man. I always know what is on his mind and I am forever exposing him. But, it felt so sweet cos I knew he got the heart and made the effort to surprise me. So, once again, I forbid him to buy it. And I said, " I would rather you buy me novels and books." And we ended up at Kinokuniya before heading back to the east.
After reaching home, I showered and ate dinner waiting for 10 pm to come. Well, out of sudden, I was suddenly asked to go out la kopi with Eugan, Tiny, Xing yi and Weibin. Sob sob. I thought I was forgotten already. Anyway, most of us spend our time stoning away. Cos we were alll tired... maybe except for Eugan and weibin. HOHO! La kopi-ing is goooodddd! Love all the gossiping and lame stuff. Cheerios to the guys who invented Starbucks and TCB, they gives us space to la kopi! La kopi is good! Good is La Kopi!
Totally random.
Shall end off here. TA!
Labels: BF, La kopi
express yourself {9:12 AM}
Monday, June 18, 2007
As tired as usual. House’s more or less settled. Renovation started already. I can’t wait for my furniture to arrive. Choose my room colour already. It’s gonna be green green and more green! My room will look like a forest. HOHO. I LIKE! Ikea trip with boy soon. I need to get things that I lack. Bf’s gonna be my bangla for the day. I hope gf can tag along too. But I guess our time don’t fit anyway. =(
Anyway, gf went to M.A.C private sales and I blew $60. I WASN’T EVEN THERE PHYSICALLY! She got me pigment eyeshadow which is soooo pretty! Got 2 gel eyeliner! Brown and turquoise! So pretty! And a pink blush! Which is pretty but it’s not my colour.
So, I came to work today, sold the blusher and the pink eyeshadow. Because I reckon that I won’t use it and it shall benefit the others. Kinda regretted that I sold the pink eyeshadow because the box looks so incomplete now and I did not earn. Aiya, at least happiness is being passed on to someone else. I HAVE TO STOP WHINING ABOUT IT! RAR!
In addition, I dropped my right lens and could not find it. =( So, I opened a new one. I think mummy is gonna scold me if she knows. I’ll just drag and make them a pair. Which means, I will wear my right lens longer than my left lens. So, in the end, I will end my lenses in a pair too!
I am so whiny today. =( I shall call bf and whine to him. XD
Haven been spending time with bf. =( I miss his
sa jiao-ing. When he does the
meowwwww thing.
Also, I have already starting to work in Ebase last Saturday. Which was a very impromptu decision because darling Polly doesn’t have enough stuff. My start to saving! I will be very busy. And tired. So most probably, I’ll be whining and whining non-stop.
Pardon me please.
Labels: Whining
express yourself {10:56 AM}
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Very very jaded! I suddenly got this strong urge to go la kopi-ing with the usual la kopi friends. But somehow, no one seems to be free, including myself.
I seriously need to unwind before I become insane. Work left me in a state of dilemma and confusion. Home is chaotic. No time for family/friends/bf/ex-colleagues. They are people very dear to me. I guess that there's no win-win situation here. Sorry to people out there, I feel me obligated to accompany my mum at this point of time. If I am not there for her, who's gonna be there for her.
I realised I've been curbin my temper alot. Alot of internal injuries ah. But as long as mum feel less burden, happier, better, I am willing to curb it all the way.
Anywayyyyyy... in order to make myself a bit happier, I have decided to go clubbing next weekkkkkK! WHAHAA ZOUK! HERE I COMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
express yourself {9:17 PM}
Monday, June 11, 2007
I am pretty zonk out. Ever since Friday, I have been running to and fro, between my new house, furniture shops and back to my new house. It is confirmed that I will be moving at the end of the month. I am rather happy with the new house. It’s big and spacious. Just hope that the furniture doesn’t cram the space up.
I’ve been emotionally unstable for the past few days too. Tearing out of the sudden is no good. A lot of thoughts had been going through my mind incessantly – My father, my mother, my brothers, my boyfriend and me. At some point of time I think I have some psychological problems.
I don’t see where I am going to. I wish I can just drop dead on the spot. Monetary issues, educational issues, relational issues. It’s all bugging me. It seems that I have taken the responsibility to take care of the family. Both my brothers do not give a hoot to what’s happening. I mean I know they do in their mind, but they are not taking actions. Just by thinking it doesn’t help. My mum has been frustrated and that leads to nagging. Yes I understand it all. But I do have my limit too. But won’t my bro just extend some help?
Aiya, whatever it is la. Anyway, I have decided to go back to Ebase and work during weekends. The money earned will be saved. So during my 4 months I might be able to save near $1k. Not a BIG amount. But good enough.
Tiring, yes, but I guess that will diminish my shoppin urges and I used the time to earn money rather than spending it. On the other hand, I will have no time for everyone else.
Sigh. Life is so contradicting.
Unhappiness where's when I was young,
And we didn't give a damn
I don't care whether I've pasted this before. But anyway... just view la.
express yourself {11:18 AM}
Wednesday, June 06, 2007
I had such a bloody(literally) dream last night. I was skinned alive and left to die and I could feel the pain and blood. I woke up almost crying. =(
Too much crimelibrary.com I guess. =P
express yourself {9:46 AM}
Tuesday, June 05, 2007
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:
/cry
.wen. BROKE says:
ai ku bao
.wen. BROKE says:>.<
.wen. BROKE says:bleah
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:
sob sob
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:
waaaaahhhh wahhhh
.wen. BROKE says:alamak
.wen. BROKE says:goin to 22 yrs old liao leh
.wen. BROKE says:still wahhh and wahhhhh
.wen. BROKE says:LOL
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:erm
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:
WAAHHH
WAAAAAAHHHH
.wen. BROKE says:HAHHAHA
**
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:
waaaaaahhh
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:/cry
.wen. BROKE says:aahahaha
.wen. BROKE says:er xinnn!
.wen. BROKE says:
ai ku bao ai ku baoooo!
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:
ya lo
if u r not contented with what you have, you won't be really happy says:i always cry one
**
Ok. Here's the kind of conversation I normally hold with my friends. LOL! It bo liao I know. Just for entertainment la.
Since it is his wish to be advertised in my blog, fine. LOL!
This guy Quek Ah Hao, going 22 years old, NS, 183cm tall, is looking for a sugar mummy:
- Old
- Unhealthy
- or better still, dying
- rich
Suitable candidate please tag my tagboard. Thank you.
express yourself {5:15 PM}
