Monday, March 19, 2007
oOo.. So I reckon honeymoon period is almost over and problems starts to surface. Argh. I don't know whether it is due to PMS or whatever shit that makes me throw my temper every now and then. This upsets love very much I know. But I just feel so uncomfortable with the kinda feelings inside me.
For instance, today he told me he found my old blog. What is he tryin to mean by doing that? I felt so threatened. I felt that my freedom will then be restricted. And he still got the cheek to tell me, "With a sincere heart I will definitely find your current blog." I don't know, but I have this feeling that by doing so, he's tryin to take control of me. WHICH I WILL NEVER LET IT HAPPEN.
Not that I have alot of secrets to keep from him. I just think that everyone should have their own personal space. Each human being do not need to have companion ALLLLLLLL THEEE TIMEEE. They need time for themselves, to reflect, to rationalise what they had done. If that doesn't applies to you, at least it applies to me.
I hate sticky and naggy people. And what do I mean by sticky? What do I mean by naggy?
Sticky = must meet up at least every 2 days. Come down to fetch/meet me and end up spending unnecessary money on cab fare to go home. Occasional surprise will do. BUT NOT EVERYTIME!
Naggy = Repeat the same things over and over again. (omg. How I fuckin hate that.)
Remember, I am a scorpio. The more freedom you give, the more I love you.
Oh, at the same time, people mind your own business yea? Stop poking your nose into my ass k. I did not deny anyone of access to my diary(whether or not you guys read it) so please be more automatic. Just read and SHUT UP. I have seen enough of blogs getting into shit and troubles. Do not force me to make my blog a private one.
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