Monday, May 07, 2007
All is fine. Out of the blue, the emo shit just sets in and then eats me up early morning. But sometimes things are not as simple as what was narrated. It's many many small trivial matters that comes together and engulf me, my head, my mind, my thoughts, my heart. Thus, solutions are not usually as easy as what you guys have said. It takes alot of emotional preserverance to overcome. Being a strong girl(am I?), the emo bug left me in an few hours time and Im back to normal. I am not sure whether thats denial, escapism or everything is really fine. I have no asnwers. Finding answers are just so tough.
Maybe, when I have more personal time, I'll figure it out.
At the same time, I am truely grateful, for the people around me has been really supportive. Damn. I have such good friends.
Especially GF and BF and FJJLB.
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Special Dedication to BF. Read on.On the warm and humid Sunday night, I reached home and couldn't find my ez-link card. I panicked and messaged bf immediately. He was on his way home to Ang Mo Kio. Then he told me he will go look for it. I thought he would just call his parents and ask them to help look for it.
But guess what? He reached AMK, took his bike and zoom down to Whampoa. Just to look for my card. When he reached Whampoa, he called me and told me where he was. At that point of time, I've already found my card, which was happily resting in the front compartment of my Adidas bag. So, without even going up to his Whampoa house, he zoom back to AMK.
Sigh. Smack me please. I feel so guilty that I can't stop saying sorry. He was out of breath when he reached finally got home.
Tell me, what will I do, without my bf? Baby, I LOVE YOU!!!
express yourself {10:07 PM}
