I am feelin so insecure that I had to blog/complain/whine to make myself feel better. Somehow or rather, I felt like I am facing mid-life crisis.

Attachment is ending but I am engaged to go back to help them do electronic email blast and all. But what I am worried is that I will not have time to do my 15 page report which I think it is going to have me killed. I am afraid that I will not organized my time and I will many clashes of event. I'm scared that I will not have time for bf and friends. I am worried that I will not have enough rest. ARGH! I'M JUST WORRYING ABOUT EVERYTHING. WHY WHY WHY! Why am I feeling so paranoid and insecure.

Maybe, I should start on my report by this week. I should I should but I do not think that I will be able to slot it into my schedule because I'll be damn busy. SOBZ. Thank goodness, I've already done my online journal and I can't be bothered to go back and improve on it although I knwo I can and I will get better grades for that. BUT, see, pure laziness and time constraint.

Whoa. Feeling much more better now.

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Last Saturday, I met up with Weiyang and Weili to la kohi. But we end up at Yishun dam, car and people watching. So cool yo! We saw many many funky cars yo! Suzuki Swift Sports with Pokemon, Pikachu paintwork yo! 1 whole row of Daihatsu in red, white and some other colors. Uber cute yo! Saw Xavier yo! Funky place yo! I like yo!

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Mum pissed me off. Everyone goes tanning on a sunny day. Common sense right? And she keeps telling me will spoil my skin la, get freckles la and etc. Who the hell will go tanning on a cloudy day? Not as if I tan very often. The last time I tanned was, six months ago? Wah lau, I look so unhealthy now can. Please lo. I can't stand it.

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I've been a bad girl. I threw temper at bf again. Best part is, he did nothing wrong. Very ke lian hor. Sob. My apologies B.

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express yourself {3:31 PM}